floating up to the top of the sea, sunlight and I'm sorry

Today after spending ages on webcam with Sabine I realised that I CANNOT LIVE WITHOUT HER!!!

Countdown to October 16th!

Last night I had a horrible dream about a murderer in the hotel room I was sleeping in with about 20 other people, and I went out on the balcony for a smoke (why? I do not smoke) and I walked back in and the murderer had cut open the chest of this sleeping guy and put his face into his lungs and blew into them so the dying guy could shout in pain. I ran through all these doors that I remember locking carefully at the beginning of the dream but I could pass through them and I ended up in the middle of this huge banquet in a marketplace where I tried to find my parents, who, when I found them were not mine at all.

I am not watching bad horror movies before I sleep anymore.

if you're looking for something life-like

CREZ, I am finally updating this thing!

Well, I do not have much to report except I am pretty tired and today I actually started drawing again for the first time in months, I am glad. The progress will be displayed with time, I guess.

Hmmmm what can I write that is not small talk, of course a to-do list:

* buy blank notebook and black fineliners
* clean bathroom
* clean foodstuffs off desk
* fix laptop
* call home
* post two packages, one to the Netherlands (I always feel like I am talking about butts when I say that instead of Holland) and one to Singapore
* stop sleeping so late so these things can actually be accomplished

oh and

* get a job.

Thrilling.